Crazy LifeThursday, March 3, 20058:47PMWHAT A NIGHT!!!!!i have never been so drunk in my entire life!!! wow it was fun though me navi vanessa tamara and another guy ifforget his name hung out last night at like 9.smoked some weed then drove around trying to find a good palce where the cops wouldnt bust navi and his buddie for driving with no license so we went down chilliwack road then to the prospera centre(not the gratest place) but then i was drunk by the time i got to the prospera centre and went pee right by the road which i didnt care i had to go bad so haha then drank more ...then couldnt remember the rest of the night well parts of it....and i kept calling my friend someone else which was not very good ooopsie!!!..then went to characters and sat on the ground leaning againts darrons car when he showed up then got up fell while darron was trying to hold me up haha then the night went from there really harsh but fun!!!! woke up with a huge hangover felt drunk i drank about half a 2/6 of vodka almost straight plus a vex cooler NOT GOOD!! hahah today i went shopping had some frappacino thing which made my stomach even worse ..bought shit at la senza then came home ...didnt eat much all day which soon me n darron are gonna go out n get food cuz im starting to feel sick again haha oh no....darron got up at 6am to wash his car CUZ OF ME hahah goodtimes!!..im going to be working like 9 hrs tomorrow then 10 hours on saturday then im leaving to go to alberta on sunday at 10 my god im gonna be so tired on the plane...!!! but i can't wait itll be good!! but i should go ..ill write when i get back.. Current mood:  sickMonday, February 28, 200512:06PM - yay!Todays a lazy but good day i get the day off so im being really lazy.well starting on friday i went to work then after i dont member haha that was my night then on saturday worked till 6 then went out for dinnner with darron cuz i was starving and didnt wannat eat at home so we chilled at earls hehe!!..then after i went and got justina and we drove around town for a bit then went to ashleys where we smoked...yikes!!!i got and upset tummy later i dunno why i just felt like smoking for some reason i hardly smoke so u cant blame me.ONCE in a blue moons okay.but then after me n justina went to her house burnt a cd it took like 2 1/2 hours cuz her computer kept screwing up but when it burnt it only took like 4 min i wish i had a burner.Then justina slept over and around 4 in the am jenelle came over we stayed up till 5 then we slept in till like 12 then lazed around till justina had to go home then jenelle left then me and tamara and my brother went to wal-mart-the mall-and superstore and of course at superstore cant for get about the thong "DEALS" so of course i had to get one lol.Then i bought a cute purse which my wallet doesnt even fit in it hah oh well its so cute 10$ why not get it??well then me n darron hung out later went and got fudgicles n watched movies forever.then ate sour warms yum yum!!!..but i feel like im fat today haha it sucks..i need to work out!!! get all toned n sheeeeiiittt!!!...then went to bed at like 4 in the morn again then slept in now im up writing this ..thats my weekend...todays my lazy day.*(8)STAND UP(8)WHEN I MOVE YOU MOVE...HELL YAH HEY DJ BRING THAT BACK!!!STAND UP ...STAND UP(8) YAAAAAAAAYYYYY LIKE <3 SIX DAYZ<3 SHEEEIIIIIIITT... Current mood:  weirdCurrent music: Stand up-Ludacris Thursday, February 10, 20058:36PMHey,Wow It's been like 3 months since ive wrote in this thing haha well wow alots happened me and my boyfriend broke up its going well now im loving the single life got 3 guys on my mind which sux .but its all good there only friends right now haha.I went to prince george and had a great time.Got to see my dad and my niece and lotsa people it was great for the most part.Now im planning on moving out with one of my best friends tamara in may which will be kinda cool best friends for 6 yrs n counting.Tomorrows krystal and tamara 19th birthday.Krystal has her baby hes one years old he isss absolutely adorable.Finally we have started hanging out again and everything in her life is starting to straighten out julians really helping her stayin line.Babies are amazing that way dont yah think? lol.sometimes i wish i had one but i know its waaaayy too soon.Chelsea had her baby on jan 1st which was an awesome experience i saw the whole thing i got to hold little cadance in my arms.not to mention i balled my eyes out.Its such a miracle!!I'm Going to alberta soon to see Josh i can't wait i miss him sooo much.Hes awesome and not to mention vedddy cuute haha.I sent him something for valentines i hope he likes it.But...Something in my stomach doesn't feel right lately i have just had bad headaches and stress n i dunno what to do ..so confused about guys and what i wanna do i went down to ucfv today and got all the info i needed for becoming a dental assistant now im really not wanting to become one at all....i still don't know what i wanna be.sooo confused...and i gotta put some money into getting parts for my truck...and moving out and college and alberta....aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im dying my gooodnesss..i just wanna have enough money to do everything that wanna do...but i should goo..... Current mood:  bouncyCurrent music: caught up-usher Wednesday, October 27, 200410:10PMWell, I went to the corn maze tonight with my friend Chelsea and my step sister Rose and her husband travis and some of thekids from there youth group it was pretty fun we sat around the fire having hot chocolate and smore's well i only ate the choclate hahah...omgosh i got a headache:sI need more sleep ive always been up passed lik2 everynight for like a couple weeks now its crazy usually im yawning at around 9:00,I just found out my Aunt is pregnant again with her 4th child its gonna be soo awesome i have such a huge family it can be overwelming when we go to gatherings hehe and step family n stufff!! well its fun and my brothers girlfriend is pregnant again shes going to be on her 2nd i can't wait in april sometime shell be having it.Tommorow is my day off so i will probably sleep in and go hang out with Chelsea again.I saw The grudge last night i thought it wasn't that great BAH actually really dumb but oh well!!i wanna see shall we dance or taxi driver they both seem really good and jlo's a good actress too soo hopefully it'll be good.Well im going to go now ill update more soon.peeeaaacccee!!<3 Current mood:  mellowCurrent music: Silent-Silent Wednesday, October 6, 20048:13PM - Great WeekendWell Lets Start at wednesday well wednesday i hung out with jenelle and Brit and some other friends and stayed up till like 4 or 6 in the am.Then thurs hung out with my bf n stuff n cant remember then Friday me n my boyfriend went and got one of my friends sara that i havent seen in a year.then dropped randall off so he could go to work then me n sara went and hung out with jenelle n brit n them for a bit then at 2 am me n sara went and got mcd's then waited for randall to get home then i think we went to bed then the next day we all hung out for a bit n santana was there with tony and i think candyw as cant member then met Brodie ... a.k.a my other twin tonys g/f.Shes so awesome welp umm then we were supposed to go out for dinnner but the 4 of us went and dropped Sara offat her house in surrey kinda got lost and couldnt find it haha went the wrong way a couple times then finally found it dropped her off then the night when down hill from there if you wanna know just ask..then sunday hung out with randall santana tony n Brodie and candy n the baby was there too at tony n Randalls then went home and made some caserrols with my mom for monday then came back out to Abby then got drunk with Randalls friends stuffff n Brodie got really really drunk she basically drank a whole 2/6 of silent sam to herself and she was skipping around the house it was a crazy night but fun.Well im gonna go my fingers are starting to hurt...bye Current mood: bouncyTuesday, September 21, 20047:28PM - LatelyWell im sitting here with my niece shes waiting for me to play some kids songs on the net shes so cute but the songs aren't blahsjkfbadjf anyways im going to ANOTHER movie tonight.I've seen like 4 movies in the past month i saw cellular which was really good ,anacondas that was good ,and resident evil apocalyps which was good too and i dunno wut im going to see tonight haha..newayz better get going..later Thursday, September 16, 20045:24PM - MoOoOoOoO!!!REEERThe titles i come up with eh'? yes justina u mofo ur cool but yes we gotta go to prince george soon cuz i love u u love me not just kidding cuz yes fjnadlkgbnd...i dunnno my mommys gonne for a couple days to get breanna my neice shell be back soon though sooo ummm yes i wanna do something i just got paid today and i got like 80$ left to spend only if i want but i need to save some too well i dont know what to talk about except i need a winter jacket i gotta go to lordco too shiiitt i forgot i have to get some cap thing for my oil thing haha like the female mechanical languages? lol newayz im going before i say something dum...bye Wednesday, September 15, 20048:39PM - I Feel Soo LovedMy best friend has not even called me today and oh my god im totally LIKE TOTALLY OH MYYY GOD freaking out..NOT JUST KIDDING MY GOD im not that demanding am i? :P haha yah newayz well i started school on monday i only go once a week now that i talked to my teacher cause there gay and ignore me and ask for help so i asked if i could only come once a week and she was fine with that thank god and plus over all its soo cold in that class.But the best thing is my cuzins there so i got some talking to look forward to when i go there ehehheheheh .Well im going to Randalls tonight and yah i'll probably just do some law12 homework cuz i need a coupld more booklets to do so its alright except booklet 15 is all cases left that i gotta do and the only person that will actually listen and help me is my mom so i gotta get her to help me with that.But my back hurts.Its been hurting lately ..I HATE DEPO PROVERA MAN HOLY SHIT NEONE WHOS ON IT I TELL U MAN MY BODY DONT LIKE THAT SHIT..haha sorry too personal shit but this is a journal and i can say anything i want what can i say u can see how bold i am to say my problems with my body on here.Shit ive went through a box and a half of fricking personals;P hahanewyaz enough bout tha i get paid tomorrow which is a bonus gotta pay my cell bil and put gas in my truck and maybe be nice to my boyfriend and buy him somethingsssss.plus my insurance comes out on the 29th so next thurs pay will cover that then the rest of my cell bill i think but i only got another 17 hours in 2 weeks together and this and last week were 64 together man im gonna dye.I just applied to stream 2 days ago the pages i had to fill out were crazy and borring.But anyways feels like things are good with me.OCTOBER 11 this gonna be a good day hopefully.one year for me n my babyboy and yeah man shiiiit i cant believe i am in totall lovee if u get wut i mean already im only 18 man but shiiiiit i think hes so crazy cuuuuute..he'd kick my ass if he saw that but oh well haha i like a beating once in a while just joshing yah riiight. Well i'm gonna go gotta get outta here and do some law ...... Saturday, September 11, 20048:13PM - AHHHH OMG I CANT BELIEVEwow holy shiz me and justina are going to see anacondas holy weeeeeee ahh im in such a good mood.PLUS its been 11 months today for me and my boyfriend<3 lastnight the 10th my boyfriend baught me a pink a white rose it is soo pretty even tho there just gonna die haha but it was really nice of him i loved it and i love RANDALLLLLL.even through all the fighting i love him with alll of my ass ..ooops i mean my heart;) haha wut a weirdo i am but yah people have been saying lately that there worried about me and i dont know why maybe its wcause i tell some people about my problems then others tell others but thats ok and my mom and dad were starting to worry about me cuz i went to the bar in prince george but it was fun tho i had fun i always feel free and i just forget about everything when im dancing..but yah im gonna go ill be on soon to update LOVE YOU ALL latta( peace ):P Friday, September 3, 20049:34AM - HeyHey guys(friends who know me).im sorry i can't add u to my friends list cuz im not toally how to do it haha im so confused on this thing.but whatever someone can reply and help me if they want .but yah anyways i was at ross lake with some of my family and my boyfriend all day yesterday.right before we left to go there...its like a 2 hrs drive almost.depends how slow u drive and my truck is sooo dirty:( haha.but yah this lady at timhortons yesterday was being a total bleep they can be so rude sometimes.but yah well the day before yesterday i think it was me n my boyfriend were going somewhere cant remember it was somewhere in abbotsford...and by an"accident" i was going around this sharp corner and u know how trucks are so easy to make spin out n stuff.. when its wet welp guess what i did? A FRICKIN 190 HAHA man it was scary but we never crashed i end up in the other lane but thank goodness there was noone there my boyfriend almost pissed his pants hahah it was great.welp its like 9:39 and i gotta work at 10:30 yay after a week and 3 days off was a nice break.I went to prince george and it was fun i think justina had fun hope so.hhaha well she got really drunk on thursday and umm umm she was laying behind the couch curled up in a ball and logan came and saw us and like the first thing he saw was this BIG BLACK THONG way up showing out of justinas pants it was soo hilarious.but yah im gonna go gotta get some stuff ready for camping tonight.MUAHZ xox lata Monday, August 23, 20045:59PM - Work is overOmg thank god work is over until the 3rd for me.i got holidays.I'm going to prince george with justina it'll be pretty cool i guess.we'll probably go to the bar once or something.My last day of work was today im sooo tired just got off half n hour ago now i just wanna leave and go to prince george even though i will miss my bf i need a break from here.We got in a HUUUUGE fight last night it was spp gay i try to explain things but i think he doesnt care or even understand sometimes but u know we all feel that way about or bf or gfs but whatever we get over it and if we cant fuck everything right?.u know life is soo hard sometimes and i just wanna run away from everyone and everything.i was supposed to go to amys birthday friday and i didnt cause i couldnt drink plus i worked at 9:30 in the morning so that wouldve been even worse if i did hah and jackies birthday dinerr thing at bp was on friday too.I just felt uncomfortable around some people i guess i feel lower. haha .so i didnt go to any iinstead i stayed with y boyfriend and what happened can anyone guess??..oh fiiiight u got it REEEEERRR FTT!!FTTT!! YUP THATS RIIGHT but yah oh wel we get over it but it bugs me.newayz im going now ttul bye Wednesday, August 18, 20041:34PMWell.Today i woke up in a good mood but now i gotta go to work i don't really feel like it im soo lazy and tired right now.My boyfriends mom came over with his aunt my opa and oma know who she is tis pretty cool and she said shes seen me before of course WHO HASN'T ..haha just kidding so yah im looking foward to my next 2 days off thank god i get paid tomorrow thats a bonus i get paid every thursday .OOOH yah my friend sara lives in surrey now which is really cool i havent seen her in soo long.Me n baddock might go see her on thursday or something cuz i havent seen her in a long time woohoo well im gonna go i gotta work soon.. Tuesday, August 17, 20045:46PM - Wow!Well this is a pretty boring day worked all day 8 1/2 hours.safeways great but sometimes its boring,it all depends on who you work with,well my neice is here thats the greatest thing thats happened to me in the past 2 days PLUS my brother and his girlfriend are having another baby in april yay i can't wait.about 2 weeks ago i had no clue what was wrong with me i cried everyday for a week now im fine,and it was the first week have ever hardly aten anything usually im pigging out on anything that i see but i never felt like eating.i was so emotional and angry at everything around me.I think it could've been partly what was going on with me and my boyfriend just relationship stuff you know how sh*tty that can be its soo stupid i hate fighting one minute were great and having fun the next minute im either bitching at him or hes bitching or been moody to me i dunno what the hell is wrong.It's fuckin gay.God help me!!.but im gonna go gotta go watch my neice. latta |
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